"We, as MAYBE-MOTHERS, do not like to be invited to babyshowers, baby/children birthday parties or anything that's got to do with babies. We do not want to be remembered as the sad woman sitting in the corner with the tears laying in her eyes. We do not want te be reminded that this will not be an easy journey, or sometimes even a pleasant one. This might not be destined for you at all."
I have had allot of ugly thought running through my mind with times, it's sad to say it or even terrible of me to think is. But it's the inevitable. And, believe you me, I have spoken with so many other ladies, just like me, and we all feel the same.
Questions pop-up like:
- Why do people have a baby if they do not want it?
- Why do some one deserve it more than me?
- What am i doing wrong?
- Am I not good enough?
And very few people understand this state of mind, sometimes no one understands it.
But keep on believing.............................
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